Backwash

by Vanillaroma

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You hate me when I love you
I’ll stay despite the half truths
You love me
But you love him too

I love you when you hate me
I hate me when you love me
I hate how much I love you still

Will you, for me?
Will you, for me?
For me

I’ll say it doesn’t matter
I play because I have to
Don’t take the words I say so serious
But…
I never wanted this
I had to be convinced
Barely made it out alive
So…
I hope he’s strong enough
For the both of ya
I hope you make him cry
Cuz…
I would have married you
What a stupid thing to do
Could have wasted my whole life

I’ll wear your snot on my shirt
Like it’s not a reminder
Of all of the hurt that I caused you

Like I’ve got a badge on my shoulder
Its proof made from boogers
That I was someone you could turn to

But I’ll keep your words in my head
And that feeling I’d get
When your eyes couldn't hide
That you loved me

Still I hoped it wasn’t the last time
Your nose blowed in my clothes
When I’d hold you closer than
Closer than close

You hate me when I love you
I’ll stay despite the half truths
You love me
But you love him too

I love you when you hate me
I hate me when you love me
I hate how much I love you still

Will you, for me?
Will you, for me?
For me

I’ve been waiting since our love began
To see
Pray someday we will understand
Will you show up for me?
Will you show up for me?
Waiting since our love began
To see
Pray someday we will understand
Will you show up for me?
Will you show up for me?

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released January 25, 2024

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