I'll Remember Next Time

by Vanillaroma

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1.
Tar 04:15
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You turn the tables like turntables Ask why I’m unstable While your hands spin me around I’d knock ‘em out of the park If the ball wasn’t covered in tar Before it left the mound You flip the script like a switch And then you’ll 86 it As soon as I figured it out I kept the space that you claimed And then you never came So it filled up with anger and doubt I’m used to being alone I’m used to being alone I’m used to being alone But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt I’m used to being alone But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt I’m used to being alone But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt I’m used to being alone I’m used to being alone I’m used to being alone But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt My songs are sad cuz they’re honest I felt like an egg for your omelette Knew you had to break me to make what you wanted Knew I couldn’t blame you Cuz it’s common knowledge That everyone does what they wanna do I wish it wasn’t so obvious I was the rock in your shoe I wish that all the kings men and his horses We’re surgeons and nurses who made me brand new I wish the songs that you picked Didn’t skip due to damage From your negligence and mishandling I wish the story you told Hadn’t only been planted To cover the bases you stole and abandoned And I wish that you played your role And that I didn’t try to buy all of the lies That you sold me as truth I wish you didn’t prove What I feared that I knew all along I wish I wasn’t so used to being alone But I’m used to being alone I’m used to being alone But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt I’m used to being alone I’m used to being alone I’m used to being alone But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt
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Backwash 04:14
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You hate me when I love you I’ll stay despite the half truths You love me But you love him too I love you when you hate me I hate me when you love me I hate how much I love you still Will you, for me? Will you, for me? For me I’ll say it doesn’t matter I play because I have to Don’t take the words I say so serious But… I never wanted this I had to be convinced Barely made it out alive So… I hope he’s strong enough For the both of ya I hope you make him cry Cuz… I would have married you What a stupid thing to do Could have wasted my whole life I’ll wear your snot on my shirt Like it’s not a reminder Of all of the hurt that I caused you Like I’ve got a badge on my shoulder Its proof made from boogers That I was someone you could turn to But I’ll keep your words in my head And that feeling I’d get When your eyes couldn't hide That you loved me Still I hoped it wasn’t the last time Your nose blowed in my clothes When I’d hold you closer than Closer than close You hate me when I love you I’ll stay despite the half truths You love me But you love him too I love you when you hate me I hate me when you love me I hate how much I love you still Will you, for me? Will you, for me? For me I’ve been waiting since our love began To see Pray someday we will understand Will you show up for me? Will you show up for me? Waiting since our love began To see Pray someday we will understand Will you show up for me? Will you show up for me?
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Sinkhole 04:25
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You can do what you love Watch it turn into work You could work for yourself And your boss could still treat you like dirt You could love what you do You could prove all the losers who doubted you wrong You could get everything that you want Get home and still feel like you do not belong Spin gold and complain that the work is too hard And all it'll cost you is All of the time that you don't have to offer You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets You'll still feel alone, but you'll still feel alone I'll bet you're just as scared as me That everything you see will leave But I don't think anything here Is really real I'll bet you're just as scared as me That everything you see will leave But I don't think anything here is really real (x4) You could do what you love Turn your days into work You could be your own boss Still get ordered around by a jerk You could love what you do You could choose all the rules That you're too cool to follow Could get everything you were promised Get home and still wish that there was no tomorrow Spin gold and complain that you're not spinning dollars And all it'll cost you is All of the friends that you've already lost and You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets You'll still feel alone, but you'll still feel alone I'll bet you're just as scared as me That everything you see will leave But I don't think anything here Is really real (x4)
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Disaster 03:53
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You’d think by now Woulda figured out How to go on without ya But I’m a disaster You’d think by now Woulda figured out How to go on without ya But I’m a disaster You’d think by now Woulda figured out How to go on without ya But I’m a disaster You’d think by now Woulda figured out How to go on without ya But I’m a disaster Put my foot in my mouth Then hop back to my house Feel like I need my ass kicked Put my fist through the plaster Add it up, do the math There’s a reason you’re sad While you’re looking for answers Your life’s moving past you Try to cover some ground But you’re just spinning round On a wheel for a hamster That keeps getting faster I’d have hoped that by now I’d have figured out How to go on without ya But I’m a disaster You’d think by now Woulda figured out How to go on without ya But I’m a disaster You’d think by now Woulda figured out How to go on without ya But I’m a disaster Traded passion for white caps Then capsized and shipwrecked Now I’m cold but I’m fashionable In my orange colored life vest Worn snug around my neck So tight that it chokes me But it keeps me floating Lets everyone know That I’m incapable Only go with the flow cause I have to Now I’m a disaster You’d think by now You’d think by now You’d think by now You’d think by now You’d think by now You’d think by now
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Beat 'Em Up 03:58
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I’ll never know Which way the wind will blow ya But I’ll pray it’s in my direction You don’t need to wear That old chip on your shoulder I’ll keep you safe and protected Take all the love you can get If you can get it Without forgetting that you’re just the love you give Then you’ll get what’s coming And you’ll think it’s funny That you ever wanted to quit And when you don’t have anyone else You can count on me To cover your back If you scrape your knee I’ll bandage you up If your friends leave you Then you’re in luck Because you don’t really need em And their face is a butt And their butt is a penis And I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to ya I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you And here’s a real cheat code Breathe slow You can’t control the whole world But it’s yours if you want it If not I’ll save a spot by me Where we can watch TV And I’ll just leave you be It’s yours if you want it But you’re what it more than needs And when you don’t have anyone else You can count on me To cover your back If you scrape your knee I’ll bandage you up If your friends leave you Then you’re in luck Because you don’t really need em And their face is a butt And their butt is a penis And I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to ya I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
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Pacer 04:04
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Okay stop Colorblind he know red’s on top Got his chain and his mismatched socks Got his name printed out on a card That he keeps in his wallet next to credit cards and condoms Never used em but he wants to build up credit to be smart He’s got time on his side how bizarre Cause every time he looks around He can feel it running out He’s gotta change his pace He’s patient but he’ll break Knows everybody’s prone to making some mistakes Sometimes the things you want the hardest All those things you really want you end up pushing away He knows he’s never gonna change Disguised as someone he don’t recognize or try to like He’s fine with dying or going insane He’s got a hole in his pocket Lost his money Sunny days are blocked in permanent shade Can’t you see? Still high when he should not be As alive as an NPC Eyes wide he’s a bumblebee He can’t help but sting He thinks he needs to he’s afraid Knows everybody’s prone to making some mistakes Sometimes the things you want the hardest All those things you really want you end up pushing away He knows he’s never gonna change Disguised as someone he don’t recognize or try to like He’s fine with dying or going insane He’s got a hole in his pocket Lost his money Sunny days are blocked in permanent shade He just can’t wait to get his picture painted Get it framed and hang it on his wall Then he’ll wait till it’s appreciated Cope with going bald Get addicted to the fiction he believes deep in his gut Then he’ll flip it for a million and he’ll leave you in the dust And he’ll remember next time Next time he’ll remember He’ll remember next time
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1430 (Demos) 05:15
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released April 6, 2024

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