1. |
Tar
04:15
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You turn the tables like turntables
Ask why I’m unstable
While your hands spin me around
I’d knock ‘em out of the park
If the ball wasn’t covered in tar
Before it left the mound
You flip the script like a switch
And then you’ll 86 it
As soon as I figured it out
I kept the space that you claimed
And then you never came
So it filled up with anger and doubt
I’m used to being alone
I’m used to being alone
I’m used to being alone
But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt
I’m used to being alone
But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt
I’m used to being alone
But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt
I’m used to being alone
I’m used to being alone
I’m used to being alone
But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt
My songs are sad cuz they’re honest
I felt like an egg for your omelette
Knew you had to break me
to make what you wanted
Knew I couldn’t blame you
Cuz it’s common knowledge
That everyone does what they wanna do
I wish it wasn’t so obvious
I was the rock in your shoe
I wish that all the kings men and his horses
We’re surgeons and nurses who made me brand new
I wish the songs that you picked
Didn’t skip due to damage
From your negligence and mishandling
I wish the story you told
Hadn’t only been planted
To cover the bases you stole and abandoned
And I wish that you played your role
And that I didn’t try to buy all of the lies
That you sold me as truth
I wish you didn’t prove
What I feared that I knew all along
I wish I wasn’t so used to being alone
But I’m used to being alone
I’m used to being alone
But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt
I’m used to being alone
I’m used to being alone
I’m used to being alone
But being in love is the loneliest I’ve ever felt
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2. |
Backwash
04:14
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You hate me when I love you
I’ll stay despite the half truths
You love me
But you love him too
I love you when you hate me
I hate me when you love me
I hate how much I love you still
Will you, for me?
Will you, for me?
For me
I’ll say it doesn’t matter
I play because I have to
Don’t take the words I say so serious
But…
I never wanted this
I had to be convinced
Barely made it out alive
So…
I hope he’s strong enough
For the both of ya
I hope you make him cry
Cuz…
I would have married you
What a stupid thing to do
Could have wasted my whole life
I’ll wear your snot on my shirt
Like it’s not a reminder
Of all of the hurt that I caused you
Like I’ve got a badge on my shoulder
Its proof made from boogers
That I was someone you could turn to
But I’ll keep your words in my head
And that feeling I’d get
When your eyes couldn't hide
That you loved me
Still I hoped it wasn’t the last time
Your nose blowed in my clothes
When I’d hold you closer than
Closer than close
You hate me when I love you
I’ll stay despite the half truths
You love me
But you love him too
I love you when you hate me
I hate me when you love me
I hate how much I love you still
Will you, for me?
Will you, for me?
For me
I’ve been waiting since our love began
To see
Pray someday we will understand
Will you show up for me?
Will you show up for me?
Waiting since our love began
To see
Pray someday we will understand
Will you show up for me?
Will you show up for me?
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3. |
Sinkhole
04:25
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You can do what you love
Watch it turn into work
You could work for yourself
And your boss could still treat you like dirt
You could love what you do
You could prove all the losers who doubted you wrong
You could get everything that you want
Get home and still feel like you do not belong
Spin gold and complain that the work is too hard
And all it'll cost you is
All of the time that you don't have to offer
You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets
You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets
You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets
You'll still feel alone, but you'll still feel alone
I'll bet you're just as scared as me
That everything you see will leave
But I don't think anything here
Is really real
I'll bet you're just as scared as me
That everything you see will leave
But I don't think anything here is really real (x4)
You could do what you love
Turn your days into work
You could be your own boss
Still get ordered around by a jerk
You could love what you do
You could choose all the rules
That you're too cool to follow
Could get everything you were promised
Get home and still wish that there was no tomorrow
Spin gold and complain that you're not spinning dollars
And all it'll cost you is
All of the friends that you've already lost and
You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets
You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets
You'll still feel alone, but you'll fill up your pockets
You'll still feel alone, but you'll still feel alone
I'll bet you're just as scared as me
That everything you see will leave
But I don't think anything here
Is really real (x4)
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4. |
Disaster
03:53
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You’d think by now
Woulda figured out
How to go on without ya
But I’m a disaster
You’d think by now
Woulda figured out
How to go on without ya
But I’m a disaster
You’d think by now
Woulda figured out
How to go on without ya
But I’m a disaster
You’d think by now
Woulda figured out
How to go on without ya
But I’m a disaster
Put my foot in my mouth
Then hop back to my house
Feel like I need my ass kicked
Put my fist through the plaster
Add it up, do the math
There’s a reason you’re sad
While you’re looking for answers
Your life’s moving past you
Try to cover some ground
But you’re just spinning round
On a wheel for a hamster
That keeps getting faster
I’d have hoped that by now
I’d have figured out
How to go on without ya
But I’m a disaster
You’d think by now
Woulda figured out
How to go on without ya
But I’m a disaster
You’d think by now
Woulda figured out
How to go on without ya
But I’m a disaster
Traded passion for white caps
Then capsized and shipwrecked
Now I’m cold but I’m fashionable
In my orange colored life vest
Worn snug around my neck
So tight that it chokes me
But it keeps me floating
Lets everyone know
That I’m incapable
Only go with the flow cause I have to
Now I’m a disaster
You’d think by now
You’d think by now
You’d think by now
You’d think by now
You’d think by now
You’d think by now
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5. |
Beat 'Em Up
03:58
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I’ll never know
Which way the wind will blow ya
But I’ll pray it’s in my direction
You don’t need to wear
That old chip on your shoulder
I’ll keep you safe and protected
Take all the love you can get
If you can get it
Without forgetting that you’re just the love you give
Then you’ll get what’s coming
And you’ll think it’s funny
That you ever wanted to quit
And when you don’t have anyone else
You can count on me
To cover your back
If you scrape your knee
I’ll bandage you up
If your friends leave you
Then you’re in luck
Because you don’t really need em
And their face is a butt
And their butt is a penis
And I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to ya
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
And here’s a real cheat code
Breathe slow
You can’t control the whole world
But it’s yours if you want it
If not I’ll save a spot by me
Where we can watch TV
And I’ll just leave you be
It’s yours if you want it
But you’re what it more than needs
And when you don’t have anyone else
You can count on me
To cover your back
If you scrape your knee
I’ll bandage you up
If your friends leave you
Then you’re in luck
Because you don’t really need em
And their face is a butt
And their butt is a penis
And I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to ya
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
I’ll beat them up if they ever are mean to you
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6. |
Pacer
04:04
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Okay stop
Colorblind he know red’s on top
Got his chain and his mismatched socks
Got his name printed out on a card
That he keeps in his wallet next to credit cards and condoms
Never used em but he wants to build up credit to be smart
He’s got time on his side how bizarre
Cause every time he looks around
He can feel it running out
He’s gotta change his pace
He’s patient but he’ll break
Knows everybody’s prone to making some mistakes
Sometimes the things you want the hardest
All those things you really want you end up pushing away
He knows he’s never gonna change
Disguised as someone he don’t recognize or try to like
He’s fine with dying or going insane
He’s got a hole in his pocket
Lost his money
Sunny days are blocked in permanent shade
Can’t you see?
Still high when he should not be
As alive as an NPC
Eyes wide he’s a bumblebee
He can’t help but sting
He thinks he needs to he’s afraid
Knows everybody’s prone to making some mistakes
Sometimes the things you want the hardest
All those things you really want you end up pushing away
He knows he’s never gonna change
Disguised as someone he don’t recognize or try to like
He’s fine with dying or going insane
He’s got a hole in his pocket
Lost his money
Sunny days are blocked in permanent shade
He just can’t wait to get his picture painted
Get it framed and hang it on his wall
Then he’ll wait till it’s appreciated
Cope with going bald
Get addicted to the fiction he believes deep in his gut
Then he’ll flip it for a million and he’ll leave you in the dust
And he’ll remember next time
Next time he’ll remember
He’ll remember next time
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7. |
1430 (Demos)
05:15
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